Help to get well!

MAKE A DECISION

(By: Karla Wagener, February 22, 2020)

      ¨It´s only words and words are all I have¨.

There is a feeling within me like there are some deep secrets to life that are in there to surface.

That these secrets need to be transmitted to the general public; that the right words and the truest, purest faith can form into impulses that can cure and help turn into formations to overcome the great difficulties that are before the present-day aspirations and inclinations.  I expect to be enlightened! 

The days pass.  I think, ¨how can I help the situations of the World¨?  My heart tells me I can.  That I must communicate my beliefs and thoughts, great faith, to the right sources strategically and that dominos of righteousness will fall causing a chain reaction of good will.  Pascual´s Aunt Angela used to say, ¨Si se quiere se puede¨ (Where there´s a will, there´s a way).  When a common Will activates, I believe the possibilities will amaze us.  It is a little like lighting a fire on kindling and allowing it to burst forth, and in a positive way.  ¨Come on Baby, Light my fire¨!  I am amused by the word, ¨kindling¨.  It reminds me of ¨kin¨, relatives, those closest to me, the first to be strategically touched upon.

¨Good things come to those who wait¨.  I feel strongly that God is helping us, even though things look so impossible.  I used to say, ¨God will help us¨, and repeated it often when I was really down and saw no hope.  I had lost my faith, yet still relied on those words.  Now I feel that God is actually helping us in a special, new way.  I have discovered that help so much in my personal life!

I ¨wait upon the lord¨.  ¨If God be with us, who can be against us¨?

When the time is right the answers will come.  The secrets will be unveiled and my peace of mind will be exonerated!  This reminds me of a dream I had some time around 1997 in which a curtain opened and I saw a light shining inside with a bishop´s hat inside.  I later considered that it was a confessional and the bishop´s hat was a progression from Bishop to Cardinal and then to Pope.  Coincidentally, I met Jorge Bergoglio that year and progressively met him in ceremonies in Buenos Aires where I gave him some of my writings.

An example of this theory is like a sick person, one who has maybe diabetes, or high blood pressure or perhaps allergies.  Instead of thinking about the foods that are prohibited to them they can think of the foods that are delicious that are allowed and make a stock and availability of those foods, concentrating on what is healthy and gives defenses.  Be open to what is possible, to what can be good, what can cure!

Furthermore, thinking about the person who has an illness, I have read that it is important for one to ¨know their illness¨, to know all about it, what can cure or better it, all the details they can know in order to understand it and live better with it.  I think it is especially import to know what can build defenses to it.  On the other hand, it is necessary to recognize there is a problem in order to be able to deal with it.  It cannot simply be covered up, or repressed.  This is why analysis is so necessary!  The Synod is good in this way because it is a very analytic process. 

I like to think (somewhat humorously) to myself, ¨there is something in being the patient.  The patient can be cured of ills!  It is not so easy for the doctor to be healed¨!

Please take into account the words of Peron who said, ¨The economy is like a woman who is sick.  She must first cure herself well to be able to then do great things¨!